Shiftdown

So here we are already 11 days into the new year. And I have already broken half of the resolutions I said I was going to do. Go figure right. But the fact of it is that just saying at the begining of a year I’m going to do this doesn’t help one bit.  These things are things we all see and know we need to something about.  But we choose to blame others to make ourselves feel better. That it’s not our fault. I know all my problems are my own fault. I see them and I see their effects on myself. However it is not so easy as to just fix the problem. That’s where relapse comes in. I tend to find myself doing something I said I wouldn’t but I catch myself when it is too late. At that point there in no sense to stopping it and trying to follow my earlier resolution. But there lies the problem with us. We all say well why not just finish it this one time, why not do it this one time. Next time I won’t. But that’s the entire problem right there.  As long as we continue to do that and just say next time then there will never be a next time. We have to learn realization and when we get to that point to not just say screw it and move on. We need to realize the fact and deal with it then. But these are words from a hypocrite I guess. But in a way we all are.

I do want to make this year a more productive and better year. There are goals I still wish to reach during the year.  Already I have been keeping up with our work on the BN Games site with a few reviews i have done and also with our new weekly podcast. We have recruited a few good hosts but were still trying to structure everything a little bit better. Last night 2 hour podcast was a great success although a lot more of the insults were a little worse than usual. But in a debate it is normal for things to get a little heated. BUt like any T.V. or radio show it is taking its form slowly and surely. More reviews on games are also starting to pour in onto the BN Games site since we now have about 7 writers. I am doing my best to keep up with the BN Game site as well as the BN Podcast and working my normal job. SO Shiftdown has been dry as usual which I must apologize for. I still plan on getting 2 posts a week. Possibly being Wednesday and Friday thing with possible posts in between.  I don’t really like the fact of letting this muse go to waste.

Now I know this week what I have written so far is not as profound as I prefer to write.  But I am suffering from a bout of writers block as i usually am.  I am a visual artist not a writer really. So I do find it hard to come up with content from time to time if there is nothing I feel or am interested in writing about.

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